... it felt as though she had dropped

a long, long way from The Moon... and today, Aiyana Saint-Gimbel has emerged from Bella Moon, 54 years. In February and March of 2019, I was gifted my father! ~ Although he has passed 12 years ago now, he has a HUGE wonderful family. I am timid as I realize now, how I have been spun out from my family especially the last 3 years, and how I never had a family. Sad and gentle tears flow whenever I see a smile that resembles mine... makes me so angry at my mother. ~ more issues than I ever felt I could carry.

Yet in this silence of less than 24 hours, I am regaining self and staying forward future thinking. The chitta-chatta that bogged my dreams and nightmares for 3 years seems to be quieting. I always feel that there is always someone watching. A Blogger is an Exhibitionist of the most endearing and exceptional reasons for vulnerability. For me... I would rather a friendly force view what I am going through, than a darker evil propagandize my self-fulfilled prophecy.

THE FAERIES OF WILLOW TRIBE ... genuinely has become that prophecy, that all of us are capable of. As is THE LAST OF THE ANCIENT EARTH KEEPERS ... and we are capable of creating our future... How do you Predict the Future? ... You Simply write it. Write a poem, with hands on paper, ink from pen... see what happens.

Right now, so many emotions, so many things left unsettled, and still plenty of work to do! No more gardens to eat of. Its going on a year since Pele has flown through, May 4, 2018, with total coverage by May 18, 2018.

I am Getting kinda hungry...

Come out to Etsy, and purchase my book! ~ support this wandering GGma! ~ every 11 dollars will be spent on organic yummy seed or food. :) awaiting the gardens to plant ...